The holidays have always been a difficult time for me. Growing up estranged from my family, I often spent them alone. I’ve experienced Christmas homeless, and for nearly 20 years, most holidays were clouded by depression, addiction, and a deep sense of hopelessness. I didn’t want to live.

But this year, for the first time, things are different. This Christmas, I will graduate from Jericho Road’s program and celebrate with my family in Florida—a milestone I never thought possible.

My journey toward healing began 11 years ago when I came to know Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. That moment taught me I was never truly alone. Over the years, through God’s guidance, I’ve come to understand that I need the people He places in my life to help me along the way. This realization began during my time at Brentwood Recovery and has been further affirmed here at Jericho Road.

When I fully surrendered to God, the door to hope opened wide. I discovered that I am loved by Him, my life has meaning and purpose, and I no longer have to face life’s challenges on my own.

There have been many transformative moments on this journey, but two stand out. The first was during the 12-step process, specifically while working on my Step 4 inventory. The insights and realizations I gained during that time were life-changing. The second was through a Destination Joy book study, where I uncovered the core lies that had manipulated me throughout my life, driving me to seek love, acceptance, and belonging in all the wrong places.

At Jericho Road, I’ve learned the true meaning of connection. This community places God at the center, which creates a ripple effect—first connecting us with ourselves, then with one another. Through this ministry, I’ve realized that I don’t need the world to change for me to be okay. This understanding has empowered me to extend grace to others, recognizing that we are all hurting and in need of love, mercy, and acceptance.

Jericho Road has given me the chance to grow closer to God, and with the guidance of the incredible staff, I’ve experienced profound healing. This community has become my family, and to me, that is true abundance and joy.

If there’s one message I want to share with others, it’s this: Never give up. Persevere through whatever is in front of you, because you are not alone. You are loved, you are important, you are worth it, and your life has meaning and purpose. God doesn’t create garbage.

~ Michael Burkoski